second week in class... i felt a few things are very unusual... not much excitement as before... as if i was sitting in the midst of foreign voices.... the room is cold and sure it is... but colder when no regular noises comes around from amongst us anymore... some lovely picture were not there anymore.... music is so much different than before, and even the air itself is now stinkier than last semester... maintenance isn't being carried out thoroughly i may say....
i search for those flying whisper, to sort out what's with all those unfamiliar feeling... surprisingly, i'm not the only person feeling it... huh!... well, now i am sure, our numbers were permanently decreased....
every time having the attendance lists at my hand, while searching for my name, i saw those blank spaces.... names were there... but signature weren't visible no more.... i sigh... searching for my listed name... sign it, and pass it away... i hate to feel empty... and i hope it will go very soon...
tomorrow is class once more.. repeated week... and i am certain, entering class will no more be the same...
~~crumpledspace~~
